Sayur Lodeh Resepi Mak

Bwg putih
Bwh merah

Kencur
Lengkuas
Cili merah
Kunyit Hidup
Daun Limau Purut

Sayur
Santan
Gula
Garam

Kuah kacang antymah

 Halia. -  1/2 Palm size

Serai.  -  20 batang

Lengkuas  - 1 ketul besar yang dah kupas kulit.

Ayam - potong 14 ( agak)

Kacang  tumbok halus

  -1 kg

Tomato buah - 1 kg

Kayu Manis - Panjang

Bawang merah - besar

Cili kering - 1/4-1/2 kg. untuk cili bo

Alharhumah Kzie

I lost my dear friend today. She was only 56 years old, not even at retirement age yet. She passed away from lung cancer, even though she didn’t smoke and seldom ate outside, let alone junk food or fast food. No fancy meals. She always cooked at home for her husband and children, simple Malay food. That habit and lifestyle were also followed by her children. No lepak mamak or fancy restaurants. And now, they cook for their parents. The kids are already grown up and working.

Maybe it was Allah’s plan for her to retire early, because she only had 3 to 4 years to relax and enjoy life before she fell sick with cancer.

Yesterday, I was scrolling through my Facebook friends list because I wanted to do some clean-up… then I realised a few of my friends on the list are already deceased. It really saddened me. I’ve reached the stage in life where people in my circle of friends are being dijemput Allah balik.

She was the kind of friend I always went to for advice and tempat meluah perasaan. Sbb dia jenis macam mak-mak. Dulu-dulu nak kahwin dengan husband yang sekarang pun, tanya Kzie. And dia kata husband tu orang yang baik. Sbb dia pun kenal.

Yesterday, I got a call at 5 o’clock in the morning while I was still in dreamland. I saw the number, my friend’s daughter. Every time her name appeared, I was already expecting bad news. And this time, it happened. She said, “Mak dah takde.” Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji’un.

I stared at the ceiling, speechless, even though I knew I had been expecting it. It still hit me hard. I got up and started drafting the message to inform others in the office. Another friend called; she was cooking breakfast. She also froze and couldn’t continue cooking… she went blank. Yes, it was the shocked stage, even though we knew this would come one day.

I went to the funeral. One of my friends who always handles mandikan jenazah was there. I was not strong. Even seeing her face before she was dikafankan broke me; my tears defeated me. Yesterday was the day my friend began another journey.

What are we chasing in this rat race? Death is chasing us, too. Be the smart ones.

إِنَّا لِلّهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعون

اللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لَهَا وَارْحَمْهَا وَعَافِهَا وَاعْفُ عَنْهَا

(Allahummaghfir laha warhamha wa ‘aafiha wa’fu ‘anha)

Moga Allah ampuni , rahmati , muliakan kematiannya,  lapangkan kuburnya, jadikanlah syurga sebagai ganti tempat tinggalnya dan berilah kesabaran kepada ahli keluarganya, semoga dia di tempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

 Al Fatihah..

بِسْمِ  ٱللَّهِ ٱلرَّحْمَـنِ ٱلرَّحِيم

ٱلْحَمْدُ لِلَّهِ رَبِّ ٱلْعَـلَمِين۞ ٱلرَّحْمَـنِ ٱلرَّحِيم۞مَـلِكِ يَوْمِ ٱلدِّين۞إِيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وَإِيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ۞ ٱهْدِنَا ٱلصِّرَطَ ٱلْمُسْتَقِيمَ۞صِرَطَ ٱلَّذِينَ أَنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ۞ غَيْرِ ٱلْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلاَ ٱلضَّاۤلِّينَ۞امين.

Allah bagi kekuatan

 Ya Allah bagi aku kekuatan dan kemudahan untuk siapkan kerja2 ku ini. Bagi aku sihat 100% atif macam biasa. tak feel down. Biarlah dapat siap kerja dan lulus dengan cemerlang. Biarlah aku dinaikkan pangkat. Tenang. Happy. Ameen. Bagilah aku rajin. bukan kemalasan. 2nd September 2025. 1 month before daftar balik diri.

Nov 2024

Datang sini semula nak mengadu...sakit balik mcm tahun 2019. Tapi kali ni bukan pasal pening. Baru lepas kena influenza A. Badan betul2 knock down semula. Mula2 request antibiotik rupernya bukan bacteria. Sbb Virus. And the antibiotik really damages my stomach. The antibiotik name is Curom 625mg Sandoz. But i noticed pain killer or antibiotic I cannot really take it nowadays. It will hurt my stomach. And will start vomitting acid. I will cough empty air and acid. I feel my whole chest painful. I will be menggelupur. Allah jer tahu. Nangis jer masa tuh. Nak sembuh pulak lambat. Rasa down. Rasa stress. Doa pada Allah supaya kasihan kat saya and di angkatnya penyakit2 ni. Supaya sembuh sepenuhnya. Penat sakit. Mulut payau. Kepala pening. Doakan cepat sembuh. Seksanya sakit.

Happy New Year 2021

 Today is 1 Jan 2021.

Happy New Year. The year 2020 fly by like a wind. With the pandemic covid-19 and the homeschooling. I was exhausted. Let restart again my life. Try to have a better year for me. The last 2 years was rough on me. Lets erased. 

Let me a new resolution. A better health and life.

1. Better relationship with Allah.

#pray early.

#tahajjud. Wake up early.

#solat sunat taubat, hajat, witir

#quran daily

#surah al waqiah, surah yassin, surah ar rahman - try to memorise

#zikir

#selawat

#intermittet fasting

#doa

2. Sedekah

3. Work

#ignore negative people, avoid. Always think Allah is very ADIL. Its not our job to be a judge.

#learn new things

4. phd

#use time effectively. Doa time to be berkat.

#write articles

#read articles

#learn new ilmu

#jihad ilmu

5. meditation

6. exercise

7. Anak2

#recite iqra,quran together

#revision

#play together

#read books

#teach new things

8. Health

#eat healthy.

#fruits

#sleep early

#mindfulness

#positivity

#breathing

#bersihkan hati

#serahkan diri pada Allah sebulat-bulatnya

#focus

Resepi cake marble

I got this recipe from someone in the net. Dia share mende and dia pergi kursus PJJ berbayar. Semoga dimurahkan rezeki.